I Feel Sorry For This School

I decided to go with my friend to go get some coffee from starbucks during homeroom. We thought that it would be easy enough. Well we wee right... We got out of our classroom without suspicion, we dropped off our backpacks in our locker, we walked out the doors of the gym, and walked about a mile to starbucks. At starbucks we saw tons of the kids from our school. We ordered our drinks and we walked back to school. When we walked back into school from the gym we walked right past an administrator and he didn't even notice we had coffee in our hands. Then we walked to the 500L and sat down. That's when we got busted. None other than the principal came around with my chemistry honors teacher and saw us. Then this is what I find the saddest. He tells us "Do you have somewhere to be? Go back to homeroom." and sends us back. It's kind of sad because the principal can't even enforce their own rules.

Then again I guess I'm lucky...
- BlackFireMyth -

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Now Where Was I?

Anyway, as I was saying I started school and I quickly learned that being away from people for so long has caused me to feel really detached when I got back in. I've been starting to think that feeding twice a week is not going to cut it anymore but I'm too stubborn to admit it and I don't really want to add another day because it gets really hard to quit a day after this initial hunger passes. Not to mention I've been hanging out with my friends too much and I've gotten even closer to them. I really don't want them but I can't help but feel hungry every time they're close.

I think it's time that I change things up a little so I'm looking for more donors. Maybe they'll get me used to new people. I'm not going to feed more but I definatately have to get new kinds of scents in my system. If you know someone or if you would like to become a donor please contact me. I can assure the fact that I probably pay the best of anyone out there.

Maxwell says that I just need to calm down because we are this close to finding Stadler that I can pretty much feel her. I jump at the slightest hint that she might be around. I know Shannon and she won't rest untill she gets to me. Jareth tells me that it's my nervoisness that has me really hungry and not the fact that I'm around everyone. This might be true seeing as I lasted all last year on only twice a week. I was also fine at the two weeks before school started when I didn't know anthing about Shannon and I went to go watch the band camp. I should just relax.

It's not just Shannon that I'm worried about. I recently noticed that Hunter is enrolled in my school. He doesn't show up much seeing as his tolorance is not as high as mine but it's enough to go and spy on me. What a weird stalker. I think that Jareth is noticing his presence which is why he always asks me if I saw something strange that day. I really want to know what he wants. Then again maybe I don't.

The other explination that I have for why I'm hungrier is the fact that I made a recent connection with Trevor Malin. He is always within my span of thought and I communicate with him all day pretty much. Keeping that communication is hard and takes up a lot of energy so it drains a lot out of me so by the time I get to seventh period I'm ready to snap. I just hope that others don't notice.

Well that was my story of school so far. I have to get back to planning but I will write again to fill more unnessesary updates. See you guys later.

To the victor the spoils,
- BlackFireMyth -

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