I have been talking with some of you for a while and I found the biggest problem with everyone. People are so negative of themselves and it causes them to be what they think. I think it's time to spread some motivation. People always ask me what motivates me to win the tournament, especially now that I set a record, and I think that the answer is a really simple one. I have a reason to do it. I don't care about being on top or being able to tell people what to do, I just want to help us do well. That and I have some people motivations too. As much as I would normally not admit this, Jareth is one of my biggest motivations. My fiancee encouraged me after he won the tournament and gave me at least the knowledge that I wouldn't be stuck with someone like him. Also, I have motivation from my friends and that really is what gets me through.
Speaking of my fiancee, (which I know some of you girls are mad that I grasped the term so quickly) we have yet to set any plans but it will not be in the immediate future. Maybe later. Jareth is way too happy for his own good right now. It's frankly starting to annoy me. I know he is happy, I mean I am too, but this is way out of line. I am even afraid to wear my engagement ring because I am afraid I will lose it. I can't believe that he got me this ring, It was the one that I had always imagined but I know the price tag on this ring. It is most likely the most expensive thing I have to my name (which is going to change soon). I don't know what I'm going to do about my name. I was thinking about it when I was struggling to spell Ramirez. I think Maxwell is an easier name to spell but I'm skeptical of it. What do you guys think?
I definately need wedding advice...
- BlackFireMyth -
PS: I really have to talk about my song choice for today. It is Bitter for Sweet by Blaqk Audio. I have to totally encourage everyone to listen to this song. It totally matched what I am thinking about today. You can listen to it on my playlist.
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