Marry Christmas Everyone

So it's Christmas and well yesterday was Christmas eve. That just means one thing to me. A family Christmas party. Well I totally thought that it would be rude to not celebrate with the family and so I finally broke the bet. I didn't make my crazy goal of 30 days but I did break the last record of 23. I got a total of a bit over 24 days. I have to check the exact time later. I think that is pretty well. I'm going to be in recovery mode for the next week but I have presents to open now. I'm going to just say "Marry Christmas!" and leave the news until later today (or tomorrow most likely).

Happy Holidays!
- BlackFireMyth -

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New Plans

I guess that I figured out what I'm going to do. I had to cancel my trip to Italy until March because since my car is not even ready I can't do much about it. Lily is coming tomorrow and I am going to take her to Mexico to see Alvaro. Since he lives on the border in Cd. Juarez we're only going to take about a day since we're going on a road trip. I can't wait for that. She wants to see Aspen so that is a definite place I'm going. Jareth's parents are coming tomorrow too and they're going to spend Christmas here with my family.

It's just going to be an insanely busy time at my house...again.
- BlackFireMyth -

I'm So Dead...

...or at least grounded for a while. I took my mom's Armada to Ashley's house for her party. Well we were having competitions on the cliffs st her house and since I didn't have my car I used my mom's car to compete. Bad idea. I had no problem making a jump in the car but I guess I really didn't pay attention to the landing. I scratched the back of the bumper and made a tiny dent in it. It wouldn't be much of a big deal if it was ours but we had just gotten it on lease and we're supposed to return it in February. Oh well.

I realized that I haven't really posted anything in a while. Did you miss me? Probably not. I have not been myself lately, too much going on in my head and no time to deal with any of it.

Starting with the bet. Yes I know that I have gone for a ridiculous amount of time to the point where everyone has been yelling at me. You guys don't know the half of it. I went to a party last Saturday and it was torture! I would love to see someone like Nicole or Jareth (or even the overconfident Erik who said he could last a month no problem and then dropped out of the bet three days later) go through that much and not turn it into a disaster. If you ask me why it's most likely that I'm too stubborn to go down on my personal goal to set a new record. 23 days (which I set last year in March-April) I'm on 19 days 20 hours and about 40 minutes. Call me crazy but I think I'm going to win.

Second of all I think I'm having issues with trip planning this year. Thanks to Jareth I was going to spend my winter break in Italy trying out my car that I can't even take home because it's still in development. In Italy I was going to meet with my future in-laws (well at least this is going to be the first time that I talk to them with them knowing about our engagement) but they want to come to the US because they haven't been here in years. I was also going to spend a week with Lily here in Colorado. Now everything is really messed up and I really don't know how we're going to make all of it work, also Alvaro wanted me to take Lily to Mexico (he likes my cousin a lot) and I know I don't have time to do everything that I planned.

Oh and Kelli Thompson is here in Colorado so you guys here if you see her be awesome to her. She totally deserves it, especially from me because she really stuck with me a few years back when we were causing havoc everywhere. This girl is amazing.

Too much to do and no time to do it. I hope I can get through it gracefully. I think that I wrote everything that I has forgotten to post earlier.

- BlackFireMyth -

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This Will Be An Interesting Week

This entire week is going to be extremely entertaining, or horrible. I guess it all has to do with how you look at it. I really think that something interesting is going to happen every day this week.

Starting Sunday the week became a walk down memory lane. You guys have probably already heard what happened last night. Seriously, I haven't gotten a chance to execute a punishment like that in years. I miss being able to do that on my own, but they never allow the risk unless there is good reason. Well the reason now is that I really wanted to see this firsthand. I was exceptionally proud of how I handled it. I got to have fun, freak her out a little, and do what I've always wanted to do. The hardest part was not going to far and breaking the bet.

So who has not done anything for the bet? We have a little over fourteen thousand competitors that signed up but about three thousand are already out. It's not as easy as it seems. Temptation is everywhere. I have officially past a week now and I am in the lead. Oh, I managed to get over a million dollars in people betting for me to win. Awesome! I think there are three others that have more money on their part but as to the moment I'm winning. With three fourths of a million bets placed this is one intense competition.

Oh, back to the week. I went to school today, not much excitement in that. I noticed that it is harder to keep your mind on things when you know that you can't do what you want to. I am not about to lose a bet because of school. The Academy is rough now too. I'm starting to feel the effects of lack of nutrition and the teachers don't help with that either.

Tomorrow it is the fourth anniversary of the last time I saw Shannon after the argument. I seriously thought it was five years until I looked at a calender. I can't keep track of time anymore apparently. Well anyway it has been four years of a fight that could totally be prevented if she would just take the time to realize how idiotic she is. Her argument does not even make sense. Four years and I guess in another she might see the light (or not). Well somethings never change.

Wednesday is Nicole's Birthday. So Happy Birthday! We have a party already planned and she is going to have a blast. Of course, there can't be a party without a scandal so we'll see how this turns out. I hope it is good though because I had a great sweet 16 and so should she.

Thursday, another memorable day. This is the fourth (not fifth as I have thought many times in my head) year mark of Shannon's betrayal. It's pretty amazing that she set a new record for the longest time avoiding the UACA. She has hidden well with the enemy. We will get her soon and make her get what she deserves. What I don't understand (to this day) is why she left with the enemy. Even if she was upset with me it does not give her an excuse to betray us and join the rivals against us. She should just come out into the open and have a real fight. Four years has been quite to long.

Not much is special about Friday, just another ordinary day. Saturday however is a very special day for Nicole and I. It is going to be the sixth year since we joined the UACA. It is pretty awesome. I guess we could have a party or something...

Oh, that reminds me...who went to watch the wii games on Sunday. I thought it was hilarious how big the projector was in the big room. We had to literally look straight up in order to try to see the screen. Thankfully, we moved it to the smaller room where we could actually see the game. I totally beat the wii tennis master. Ok, well I beat him once. Still it was better than others. Jareth was happy that I won.

Ok, I really think that I need to stop writing I think I might have outdone myself on how incredibly long this post has been. Or maybe not. I have to check.

Oh, KitKats! (that is a link by the way...)

Alright well I'm going to keep posting more things about the status of the bet so stay tuned.
- BlackFireMyth -

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Anyone up for a bet?

Who ever wants to join in on the bet it's not too late. Until the end of the year anyone can sign up or place their bets for the winner. It's been all over headquarters but if you haven't heard the rules are simple.

1. The only thing allowed is water.
2. Time will start from the time of your last meal.
3. It goes on for as long as you can resist.
4. Don't go too far to win, health is important.
5. Once you cave, time will be recorded to the nearest minute of duration.
6. You can only try once.

Since the beginning of the bet this morning at midnight, we have registered over nine thousand people for the competition and over half a million people placed bets.

I'm already in on it and I placed a $5,000 bet on myself (of course!). I think I couldn't have picked a worse time to do this. You know I love competitions!

So join in people,
- BlackFireMyth -

Random Moment In My Head

So I was thinking about how ironic it was that I am getting my car in The winter time. Colorado means snow and possibly a lot of it. I'm getting the car when I really should be driving my Hummer. I am thinking this because I'm in Jareth's car right now and I saw a car crash earlier with a convertible and a sports car. Luckily Jareth's car has upgraded tires for the snow. Seriously, I can't catch a break with bad luck in my life.

Oh, in other news I decided to go into research of the family tree. I am looking for someone that I'm pretty sure I'm related to but I can't seem to place him anywhere. I'll find out soon enough.

I love snow! Don't you? Snow has to be the only reason I live in Colorado. Which reminds me that Lily is coming for winter break to see the snow. I'm going to take her to Aspen since I know she'll love it there.

Ok that's my random thoughts I had to get out.
- BlackFireMyth -

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I Must Be Dreaming

So my birthday was forever ago and I kind of wondered why I didn't get a party or something so today (yesterday I guess) I got my party. Crazy. It is probably the biggest party I've ever had. Well it is my "Sweet 16" so I guess it makes sense. Anyway, the party is on a record of its own. I doubt that I've ever been to a party with so many people. I can't believe that I did not realize what a big surprise this was supposed to be. It was awesome!

Speaking of surprises I got my (late) birthday present from Jareth. I swear I must be dreaming because besides seeing it once and exclaiming how awesome it was before, now I will actually get one of my own. What was it?

Well...Jareth has always said that I should act like a girl...or at least get a girly car (aka. convertible) since he thought that my Hummer was too big for me. He decided to order a car that broke all standards of a convertible and had the power of a race car. He bought the new 2009 Ferrari California for my birthday!!!!! I thought that these cars were already sold out until 2012, which they are but he had ordered it last year. He was waiting for when the car was ready to have my party. I unfortunately can't get my car until January but I can wait. I'm so happy now. As an added present I get to test out the Ferrari California in Italy in December!!!

From what I've heard, and seen at an auto show, the California can go up to 200 mph! Not bad for a convertible, and not far from Jareth's Ferrari, which can get up to 205 mph. We totally test the limits. I'm excited because I like the car so I can't complain that he got it for me so that I would stop stealing his car. It's a girly style car with an engine built for speed, my kind of car. Jareth never fails to spoil me, which I can't say I don't like.

Oh, and to top that (not really, nothing tops the California) it's 3:37!!!

!!!!!!!Yay for the Ferrari California!!!!!!!
- BlackFireMyth -

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Happy Thanksgiving!

So it's thanksgiving which means that we have guests over at my house. I've been busy all day but I took some time to say Happy thanksgiving to you people. My house is going to go crazy tonight. I even invited some of my friends to join us this year. Jareth and I have to make this good for everyone so it's going to take a while. Can't you just imagine Jareth in the kitchen? I should take a picture, I might never see this again.

I have to get back to cooking so...
- BlackFireMyth -

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You Know What's Really Annoying? - Part 5

I went upstairs but then I had a thought and then I had to come down here and make another one of these. Since it's so close to 3:37 I just had to post an annoyed blog post. I have a new tag for them - YKWRA? (I used its acronym to make things simpler)

Topic: School

You know what's really annoying...

• When teachers constantly ask the same question over and over.
• Teachers who assign homework but never collect it, especially after assigning homework over the weekends/holidays/break.
• No cell phone/mp3 policy that they have.
• Students crowding up the halls.
• Stupid students (or teachers teaching) in smart classes.

So yeah,
- BlackFireMyth -

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So Now For The Important News...Not!

This is more of a weekend update than anything. I'm really surprised at how everything has happened lately. There is so much stuff that happened and not enough time to mention it all so I'll try to be quick about it but (as you already know) that can take forever.

So I'll start off with Friday. Twilight came out so I went to the midnight showing and I watched it again later. I really don't know what I think of the movie yet but two times was enough. Then after the second showing I went to Emily's party. That was exciting even though it did end too quickly for my taste. I had fun.

That takes us to about 4 or 5am Saturday morning. I left with Nicole, Ashley, Kelli, Brooke, Erin, and a bunch of my other girlfriends plus their boyfriends (and my fiancee of course) to a day out in Spain. Heather and Molly took us over to Lisa's funeral so it was not as sad as it should have been, they were laughing the entire way there. The guys found it amusing that girls could be that excited to go to a funeral. They have been watching too many movies. Then again girls have too many emotions to begin with. We went camping after that to the middle of nowhere really but it was fun.

Well Camping ended around 10pm so I went home only to find my aunt Rebecca there with my mom. They got into a fight later on and my mom ended up breaking her wrist. As horrible as it sounds it was quite amusing. Sunday morning my mom and her sister were laughing about it. No harm done I guess. I get to make fun of my mom now for being such a pushover to her sister.

Well the last thing that kind of is exciting for this weekend was Ethan's party. He invited me and my family to a restaurant where he basically took over the entire thing. 300 guests sure fill up a lot of space. The weirdest thing was being around all these people because half of them didn't know English and I didn't know Korean so it was a little difficult to communicate with some of them.

I guess that is really it for the weekend. Thanksgiving is coming up which means that we'll be expecting at least 20 visitors for Thanksgiving dinner. Now that my mom's wrist is broken I have to cook dinner so this will definitely be interesting. I wonder who will arrive early, half of them do and it gets really annoying. I have a feeling that they like being over at our house but why I have no idea.

So that's it...
- BlackFireMyth -

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And Now For Your 1 O'Clock News

Yeah seriously. After 183 posts I'm running out of ideas without repeating myself. It's not that easy. I'm not giving up though...

Well anyway, today is Thursday November 20th and it is Davey's B-Day. So Say Happy Birthday to him! I love today! Yay! Maybe we'll get some news...

Well I'm not sure what else I was going to write about but I'm sure excited!

- BlackFireMyth -

Quick!

What is a word that starts with A?
First letter of the most common American last name
19th letter of the first chapter of To Kill a Mockingbird

The third letter of the name of the band that sings the lyrics "I walk this empty street"
First letter of Apple's Internet browser

Second letter (not including the) of the name of the band who sings the song "Face Down
First letter of my name

The first letter of doom
Fifth letter of Artist that sings "Riot"
_illy
_ee Shirt
Sounds like eye
_ever
Second letter in dollar

Yes I'm being kind of pointless with this but I was really bored so get over it.
- BlackFireMyth -

No Way

I totally forgot what I was going to write yesterday and I didn't remember until right now so I can't believe that I actually forgot. That was the only point that I was going to make but I had a total space out right before and just started to write randomly.

I was going to say that...Oh great, I forgot again...wait...no...oh! I remember! I was going to say that I was on my iTunes playing all of my songs on shuffle without any playlists so I ran across a song that, first of all my great friend Thali sings, but most importantly it reminded me of the ball at the tournament. I know that most of you guys remember the moment but not many people noticed the song or why I was...well anyway, I was listening to music and the song pops up. I immediately start to remember the moment but I was more concerned with what Thali was saying. It matched so perfectly to the moment. Now I was going to ask, was that a coincidence or was it planned out?, because I know that Thali was not supposed to be there in the fist place. I asked Mr. Annoying today and he looked at me as if to say "You're just now noticing this?"

Oh and that brings me to another thing that everyone asks. Why do I still call Jareth an annoying brat? The truth is that if you guys would spend as much time with him as I do you could not stand it. I think the only reason that I can stand being around him is because I know I am the exact same way. We have such big egos that it makes sense that we would make the effort to try to get the other off their power rant. We fight over the most ridiculous things that it's really funny. I guess that it's just the way it's supposed to be.

I suppose that my life is supposed to be this way. I have had the strangest life that anyone can imagine. It reminds me of our latest "emergency". Seriously put it to rest. I need to concentrate on finding Shannon or have you forgotten already? I don't have time for a personal life, that's what the blog is for.

Personal life time... Hunter! I totally thought that he would have given up stalking me after my engagement but now it seems that it's gotten worse. Should I do something about it? No, I can make exceptions for hot guys. I'm so glad that being engaged does nothing to me. It reminds me of a political joke that I read last week "Republican boys date Democrat girls. They plan to marry Republican girls, but feel that they're entitled to a little fun first." I guess that applies to Republican girls with Democrat guys as well. I wonder if Hunter is Democrat...

Well I think that's all. I hope I haven't forgotten anything. Even if I do I have time later to come back.

Bye,
- BlackFireMyth -

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I Have Been Letting My Gaurd Down Lately...

...than again that is not much different than it has ever been. I have always wondered what the hell I'm even doing with my life but now I actually have had the time to think about it. Since no one ever questions me I have been going through things the wrong way. You guys know all the issues that go through here and one of the main issues now have been my friend. Yes, I know you guys are totally paranoid about her but seriously she doesn't know everything so you guys should relax.

Oh and I know what you're up to. I think I have finally gotten why everyone is so tense. It's not going to work so you might as well give up. I'm not going to dress up for that stupid picture. I have had enough the thoughts about it. NO! Although I thought the angel outfit was kind of cute but so totally not me. I remember how long I had to work to get the outfit to look right. All that work for a stupid picture! I think I liked that picture better than all the other ones I've ever taken. I think I liked the way Jareth looked in that picture too. I wonder if I have a copy of the pic on my computer? If I find it I'll post it. It was good.

Besides that I have not much to tell. My friend knows more than she should but not enough to cause trouble. I get to play dress up soon. I have more songs on my iTunes. I am going to a funeral in Spain for Lisa (and no I'm not showing any favorism because I know that others besides her died) this weekend. It will be a short trip so I should be back to go to school on Monday. YAY...not. School has become more dangerous for me but I like it. Breathe!
I want to get a goth rosary but I'm not sure if I really want to. It seems like a good idea but I don't know if I'll have time to wear it with the insane things Nicole picks out for me to wear.
Oh! Lily is coming to Colorado over winter break! She wants to see the snow!

Well I have to go now. Emergencies bug me...

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The Game Begins

Due to the recent apperance of Cody and TJ I believe the game is on. The message has been sent out to us and I am positive that Shannon is behind this. Knowing her (as I forever will, whether we like it or not) she sent Cody to warn us that she's looking for me and TJ of course came back to mock us. Shannon wants to play the ultimate game. It's fine by me, we play and await a winner.

On another note, my B-Day is on Wednesday. We have a bit of different plans this year so hang tight. It'll be like no other.

My 16th birthday brings an issue I thought I wouldn't have to deal with. I picked Kenya as my student and like Alyssa did so many years ago for me. I will teach her all I know. I just realized how potentially dangerous that is. I haven't exactly had the best luck with teachers and students. Let's look at my record. First, Alyssa Montrose was my teacher. She died two years later, leaving me with a chance to take over. Next I had Alexis White who (at my request) took over Alyssa's job as TGQ and my teacher. She was murdered (by my best friend to say the least) and left Kevin with Amy and Tony. Kevin died and Amy and Tony (as my godchildren) came to live with me. Finally, the worst of all, my student, Shannon. It always bewilders me how I managed to get betrayed and be the start of a war because I "stole" what was hers. First of all, anything that happens in the tournament is fair game. Second, everything is up for grabs in these tournaments. Finally, the
only reason we're even in this mess is because Shannon was jealous of me. Do you know how much we could have saved? My friend/student turned into my worst enemy in the span of ten hours.

This is why I'm really concerned with Kenya. I don't exactly have the best of luck but I try.

Don't forget to vote if you can!
McCain for '08!!!
- BlackFireMyth -

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Quick News

So after a lot of thought I finally realized something. I realized that I have to do the presentation on the first and I haven't even looked back on it. I should be reviewing it instead of sitting around typing more blog enteries. I have to start doing that since I have to present on Saturday, and the hour changes on Sunday if you didn't already know, after that it's another year of senseless work. I get to complain if I want to.

I have to ask...what are you doing for my birthday? The commette has basicly everyone in on a "secret" about my birthday that I want to know. I do not like surprises, especially after last year. Why is everyone being so secretive? It is not funny.

I asked Jareth. I know he knows what the secret is but he refuses to tell me. I even thretened him to cancel the engagement but he told me that I "wouldn't dare". Shows how much Jareth knows about me. Then again (and this is back into the sanctuary of my mind) I know that I wouldn't. I don't know how I managed to intertwine my life with the brat that I hated a little more than a year ago. I still think he is too possesive and anoying but I guess that I have gotten used to it now. I don't think I could imagine a life without my daily set of annoyances.

Well, him and my friends at school. I can't imagine a day of not going to school and trying to not be so calm. None of them have ever seen my temper (and I don't intend to) but I know that they are trying my every patience.

Well that's my "quick" (well, quick for me) update. Oh, and did anyone hear about Jerry Finn? The music producer? He had a brain hemmorage and he passed away last week. I didn't hear about it until yesterday but it's sad nonetheless.

See ya,
- BlackFireMyth -

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Motivated?

I have been talking with some of you for a while and I found the biggest problem with everyone. People are so negative of themselves and it causes them to be what they think. I think it's time to spread some motivation. People always ask me what motivates me to win the tournament, especially now that I set a record, and I think that the answer is a really simple one. I have a reason to do it. I don't care about being on top or being able to tell people what to do, I just want to help us do well. That and I have some people motivations too. As much as I would normally not admit this, Jareth is one of my biggest motivations. My fiancee encouraged me after he won the tournament and gave me at least the knowledge that I wouldn't be stuck with someone like him. Also, I have motivation from my friends and that really is what gets me through.

Speaking of my fiancee, (which I know some of you girls are mad that I grasped the term so quickly) we have yet to set any plans but it will not be in the immediate future. Maybe later. Jareth is way too happy for his own good right now. It's frankly starting to annoy me. I know he is happy, I mean I am too, but this is way out of line. I am even afraid to wear my engagement ring because I am afraid I will lose it. I can't believe that he got me this ring, It was the one that I had always imagined but I know the price tag on this ring. It is most likely the most expensive thing I have to my name (which is going to change soon). I don't know what I'm going to do about my name. I was thinking about it when I was struggling to spell Ramirez. I think Maxwell is an easier name to spell but I'm skeptical of it. What do you guys think?

I definately need wedding advice...
- BlackFireMyth -

PS: I really have to talk about my song choice for today. It is Bitter for Sweet by Blaqk Audio. I have to totally encourage everyone to listen to this song. It totally matched what I am thinking about today. You can listen to it on my playlist.

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Trips Are Fun!

Well the tournament is over for another year. Some crazy changes are going to take up the next year. Hopefully for the better. Since we had the biggest attendance to both participate and witness the tournament in Romania I really lacked in covering it and more time to prepare. I'm pretty excited for another year especially with Jareth. I'm kinda sad that Nicole did not do as well as we expected but there are years to follow. I broke a record this year! Awesomeness!

Anyway, since the tournament ended we (Jareth, Alex S, Alex M, Nicole, Brittany, and me) left almost immediately to the airport and took a quick trip to the big apple. We actually managed to get there at 3am and left on a super feild trip before the wedding started in niagara falls. It is raining like crazy here and I admire Bailey for getting married like that. I hope my wedding is like that. The wedding was at 1pm so we're out and on the highway to NYC so we can find a hotel there. We're going to be crazy tomorrow and I'm probably going to miss school Monday. It will be worth it. A quick visit will be a well deserved rest after the tournament.

So what did you guys think about this year's tournament? Was it cool? Yes?No? Maybe? So? I personally had fun. I know some that will disagree. It was actually one of the hardest tournaments in our history. I can surely agree. I don't think anyone got through without at least a scar. Crazy. I personally liked after the tournament when I was sure that Jareth and I would live to argue with each other for another year. How is a guy like that going to be my husband?

Oh, did you miss the tournament? If you did than you missed quite a bit. Mainly the part when Jareth proposed to me. I'm engaged now. Sucks. Then again there's still quite a bit until the wedding. Shesh I'm going to die. I'm totally not ready to be a wife to anyone. I already have to take care of the kids and now I got a promotion with the added joy of a husband. Why me? I swear I am not going to have anymore best friends or godchildren. I get stuck with everything. I'm tired of this. How did i get roped into saying yes? What has the world come to? I didn't even get to enjoy my life.

That was my rant on my upcoming marriage with that brittish brat. Actually he isn't that bad but I like being stuborn. It gets me what I want.

Either way I'm out for now.
- BlackFireMyth -

SNL - Palin Cold

SNL Palin Rap

Quick update.

Blog

Well I just realized that the UACA blog got moved around. You can find a link to it from the website. I didn't change it but Nicole (who I still think is way too dramatic) said it would be for the best. By the way, how many of you guys have actually read the blog closely? I seriously need to see how much was really a bunch of shit. It wasn't until my friend told me how crazy the blog sounded. I am totally going against it after this year. I mean how many times have we actually used the blog? Not many. I'm writing this from my phone but I'm going to have to finish later.

See ya guys,
- BlackFireMyth -

You Know What's Really Annoying? - Part 4

I haven't done one of these in a while and I'm really bored so...

You know what's really annoying?

Topic:
iTunes

• When you try to search for a song that you have and it gives you every song except the one you're looking for.
• When you try to watch a video on your iTunes and it takes like 2 seconds for it to realize that you want to start playing something.
• Syncing to iTunes (whether it's another library, iPhone, Apple TV, etc.) It takes longer to back up then it takes to actually sync.
• The fact that it can't recognize Japanese characters correctly.
• The start up time before you can actually listen to a song. It takes forever.

Yeah, I felt like doing one of these after I posted the last post since I could not get the music signature to work. iTunes is not nice.

That really is the last post for now...
- BlackFireMyth -

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It Is Not That Big Of A Detail...

I can't catch a break apparently. I received a message from a friend and 10 seconds later everything is in chaos. I'm personally annoyed at how drastically everything is. Then again, if we managed to cut a deal to reduce the tournament by 500 meters then I'm pretty sure that this is just an excuse. I mean come on! Even if we take "drastic measures" we would have to wait until the end of the tournament to do it in. Nicole is obviously overreacting.

Anyway, I am so pumped up for this tournament! This is going to be so much fun. I was totally thinking today (yeah big surprise) and I realized what a lot of you guys have been thinking. Why are we gambling positions in the UACA by a tournament? It just doesn't make any sense. Then again, what does? We should be democratic and hold an election instead. If we're LUCKY we might be able to hold an election as well as the current candidates for president are right now. I should just start a campaign. No.

Besides the tournament I finally got my folder back to do the powerpoint. I just started on it about an hour ago and I'm already bored. I wish these things could do themselves. the worst part is that we used to have a template that we used every year for this but after the whole "battle" (really it was more like a riot, see whether it would be the VMZE or us that caused the most attention) in may, we had to destroy a lot of files and so now I have to do that and get it ready by tomorrow.

In non-related news...

Four little kids have died in a house fire off the coast of Mexico.

No, I'm just crazy, there was no house fire (at least I don't think) but I do have other catch up news while I stall for time.

First, A lot of you have been asking about Jareth, he's good. I seriously don't think that he's being that "overbearing" as you say. Then again, try living with him. It's a pain, and yet I do it anyway. Have you actually noticed his recent change in attitude? I thought that only I would notice but apparently not. I'm totally sure that he's fine even though (and I am glad he can't read this) he's a total psychopath.

Oh, funny story time! I saw Trevor today while I was at school. He was trying to get me mad. Then again he only comes to make me smile and it never fails. He is so awesome. He was jumping up and down during lunch and it was really making me want to go over there and tell him to leave. Luckily we have a lot of people that did that for me.

Since I'm on the topic of guys I'm still missing one other story that actually happened on tuesday night but I forgot to mention. I saw Hunter again. Yes my freaky stalker. He got a new face. I hate to admit this but he looked even hotter than before. Don't think that I'm going to start liking him or anything but he was... stunning. Have any of you seen Hunter lately? If you have/do tell me what you think.

As a sum up from the guys, Sterling and Montrose are fighting now. Don't ask me what the issue is though, I don't know. Do you? I saw them today at headquarters and I was actually quite concerned. The worst thing is that as soon as they saw me starting at them they stopped and both walked out before I could question them. Prize to whoever can tell me!

Now that I got all that out of my system, let's talk about random stuff. I'm still stalling seeing how close to 337 I'm getting. I don't want to just wait so I'm typing a lot of stories to finish. I'm sorry that I really haven't posted much in any of my blogs but it's tournament time. I'm pretty sure that training has gotten in everyone's schedule of those competing. Oh, more news, when (and yes I say when. I'm way too dependent on this too work out for me so I'm even more determined than ever to win, if that's even possible.) I win I will have broken yet another UACA record. I will have won TGQ for 4 consecutive years. Top that fools! I'm so proud of myself, no not really, but still, it's impressive.

Ok, I'm done and it's 333, I just remembered that I didn't do a countdown like last year. I'll do it for the time remaining and I'll try to post more often. Of course, I'll keep in touch more as the tournament gets in its first day.

Good luck...

- BlackFireMyth -

Days till the tournament... 3!

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Update...

It seems I have time to update my blog and even make a couple of changes. Notice the rules at the top. READ THEM!!! Seriously, I can get really annoyed if you break these rules. I changed some things around and placed some different things in the blog. This is all for you guys. Tell me if you like/dislike etc...

Anyway, as everyone is already aware of, the tournament is this month. I am totally rooting for this to work out. I really hope everyone does good. It seriously gets boring if you have the same people in the same places but everything is going to be intense. Good news for me is that the tournament is not going to interfere with school for me and seeing as The Academy suspends all work for the time I doubt it makes much of a difference for you.

I have been crazy busy which is why I haven't posted anything in a while. The worst thing that has me stressed is the state of the UACA thing that I have to do on November 1st. All the calculations are driving me crazy! It's only the 6th of the month but I'm already feeling the stress of October. I'll be good though and just train it up.

Nicole, Jareth, Alex (Sterling and Montrose) , and Trevor knows about what I'm going through. It is crazy how close of a connection we are. To each other as well. It's not just the whole bonding thing that unites us but something else as well. It is really creepy but very useful when I'm at school (in the day) because I have someone all the time saying really funny (and stupid) things to make my day better.

So that's all I'm posting for now because I'm supposed to be resting but I kind of got stuck watching Saturday Night Live and all their political videos. Palin (or at least Tina Fey) cracks me up. McCain for '08! Woot!

Obviously I'm a McCain/Palin Supporter...
- BlackFireMyth -

SNL Clinton

SNL McCain/Obama

SNL Palin Interview

SNL Palin/Biden Debate

Funny

SNL Palin/Clinton

More to come!

Yes I know...

I haven't written anything in forever. I will later but right now as many of you already know it's the start of the tournament madness. If you guys really appreciate anything that I do than let me do this. I'll post the days tonight on the UACA blog but it's kind of pointless seeing as you guys already know all of this. Well back to training...

- BlackFireMyth -

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I Feel Sorry For This School

I decided to go with my friend to go get some coffee from starbucks during homeroom. We thought that it would be easy enough. Well we wee right... We got out of our classroom without suspicion, we dropped off our backpacks in our locker, we walked out the doors of the gym, and walked about a mile to starbucks. At starbucks we saw tons of the kids from our school. We ordered our drinks and we walked back to school. When we walked back into school from the gym we walked right past an administrator and he didn't even notice we had coffee in our hands. Then we walked to the 500L and sat down. That's when we got busted. None other than the principal came around with my chemistry honors teacher and saw us. Then this is what I find the saddest. He tells us "Do you have somewhere to be? Go back to homeroom." and sends us back. It's kind of sad because the principal can't even enforce their own rules.

Then again I guess I'm lucky...
- BlackFireMyth -

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Now Where Was I?

Anyway, as I was saying I started school and I quickly learned that being away from people for so long has caused me to feel really detached when I got back in. I've been starting to think that feeding twice a week is not going to cut it anymore but I'm too stubborn to admit it and I don't really want to add another day because it gets really hard to quit a day after this initial hunger passes. Not to mention I've been hanging out with my friends too much and I've gotten even closer to them. I really don't want them but I can't help but feel hungry every time they're close.

I think it's time that I change things up a little so I'm looking for more donors. Maybe they'll get me used to new people. I'm not going to feed more but I definatately have to get new kinds of scents in my system. If you know someone or if you would like to become a donor please contact me. I can assure the fact that I probably pay the best of anyone out there.

Maxwell says that I just need to calm down because we are this close to finding Stadler that I can pretty much feel her. I jump at the slightest hint that she might be around. I know Shannon and she won't rest untill she gets to me. Jareth tells me that it's my nervoisness that has me really hungry and not the fact that I'm around everyone. This might be true seeing as I lasted all last year on only twice a week. I was also fine at the two weeks before school started when I didn't know anthing about Shannon and I went to go watch the band camp. I should just relax.

It's not just Shannon that I'm worried about. I recently noticed that Hunter is enrolled in my school. He doesn't show up much seeing as his tolorance is not as high as mine but it's enough to go and spy on me. What a weird stalker. I think that Jareth is noticing his presence which is why he always asks me if I saw something strange that day. I really want to know what he wants. Then again maybe I don't.

The other explination that I have for why I'm hungrier is the fact that I made a recent connection with Trevor Malin. He is always within my span of thought and I communicate with him all day pretty much. Keeping that communication is hard and takes up a lot of energy so it drains a lot out of me so by the time I get to seventh period I'm ready to snap. I just hope that others don't notice.

Well that was my story of school so far. I have to get back to planning but I will write again to fill more unnessesary updates. See you guys later.

To the victor the spoils,
- BlackFireMyth -

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I Can't Believe This

Since I started school I have not really been keeping up with the blog like I said I would. Wait, hold on...I have to leave and I don't have time...

Will update later or on my phone
- BlackFireMyth -

DF Meetup!

So today is the grand day! I finally get to meet the so called members of the Colorado DF! How fun is this going to be? I don't know but I'm totally excited. We're going to hang out at 16th street mall.

It's going to be at noon!
- BlackFireMyth -

I'm bored...

This has been a little boring so I guess that I have to pretend that I actually like things. I really have no clue why I'm posting in the first place. I guess I wanted to say I got the Offspring's Album, Rise and Fall, Rage and Grace. It's pretty good but my favorite two songs are You're Gonna Go Far Kid and Hammerhead. They are cool songs...

Bye now,
- BlackFireMyth -

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Yes I Give Up!

Stupid blog sites...
I give up...
I'm making the new blog at blackfiremyth337.blogspot.com
First post will be at exactly 3:37pm today (yes I'm that obsessed too)
I don't know how long it's going to last or if I'll have to delete it later.

- BlackFireMyth -

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Are You Crazy?

Ok well since I'm going to start school on Tuesday I will most likely be publishing more posts than I have been now. I know it sounds weird but it's just because when I go to school I have to come home do homework and check the computer a lot more often. Almost every time that I get on the computer I check my blogs and add a new post. This also means that we're going to take better care of the UACA blog as well because we have been out of it this summer and since we actually have a blog to begin with it has made everything a bit more difficult. Anyway it doesn't really matter because you guys know that we really only post on the blog in case of emergencies and important news recap but nothing on that blog is actually new.

Anyway, I have something really fun that I'm going to do this weekend and on Monday before we have to go to school. Today is going to be a pretty normal day and I'm actually going to spend the day at headquarters. Tomorrow, I'm going to celebrate that my mom actually lasted a week at being vegan. I was kind of excited for her but being vegan myself it wasn't something that I presumed to be so hard. Sunday, I have to convince my friend and my stalker to join the iServe class that I plan to do again. Yes, I passed it once but I want to do the actual serving part of it now.

Monday is super special so it gets it's own little paragraph. I'm going to go to 16th street mall with some of the Despair Faction members. I'm going to take Laura (not me but another DFer that is my age and lives in the same town... very ironic btw) and we're going to meet up at the hard rock cafe and hang out. This is going to be so much fun because I haven't actually met a lot of the DF peeps and this is the first time that I'm going to see a lot of them. So yay for me!

I think that because school's coming up I will bow to your crazy emails that I've been getting lately and start the 337 blog. The only problem that I really have is that I really don't know many blog services outside of blogger and someone took 337.blogspot.com which is where I wanted to put my blog. The domain name 337.com is taken too so I was looking for another blogging service. Recommendations would be nice...

Oh, here's a quote from one of my emails...

"What do you mean that you're not going to make the 337 blog? Are you crazy or do you just like seeing us get our hopes up and then crush them like some kind of animal. You will be the biggest disgrace I have ever met if you don't make the blog."

...I'm Sorry?...

Talk about weird...
- BlackFireMyth -

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On Second Thought...

Yes I know that most of you guys want the 337 blog but I'm not doing it. I already have too many blogs to take care of and besides having the blog space already taken as well as the domain name there is nothing that will really fit there. So for now don't get your hopes up...

- BlackFireMyth -

337 Blog?

I'm thinking of creating a 337 blog...
It'll be about what I do at 3:37 am or 3:37 pm. I'll take photos and write cool text.

What do you guys think? Should I?

Email me with yes or no. Subject 337

- BlackFireMyth -

What Now?!

I added a new music player to the blog so that it wouldn't be so boring...
I made a good mix of music from Japanese and English music.

Enjoy!
- BlackFireMyth -

What A Day!

After all of what happened today (technically yesterday) I am going to be regretting a lot of it. From the drinking to the dancing to everything else that happened and the fact that I have to be in church tomorrow at 9 and so I would need to leave my house at 8:30.

- BlackFireMyth -

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So Yeah...

Yeah I won the game and that is all I got...

I really need to complain now...
- BlackFireMyth -

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Forgive Me But I'm Taking A Break

I hate how everyone just expects me to be everywhere. I'm supposed to be doing important things for the UACA today and yet I'm going to ditch them so I can have a bit of fun with my friends at band camp. I know it sounds selfish and I usually wouldn't but I just have to. I'm tired and I really need a break. I've done straight work for over a week without sleep and I set up many of the parties that you guys enjoy all by myself. Don't you think I deserve a break?

- BlackFireMyth -

This Is Not What I Had In Mind

So I think I may have found the reason of why the new AFI EP has been taking so long. It turns out that Jerry Finn (the producer) had a brain hemorrhage and has been unconscious in the hospital for a couple of weeks. It's sad to say the least. I hope he gets well.

It was definitely not what I had in mind.
- BlackFireMyth -

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Listen You Scum...

...You're wasting precious life...

I'm just kidding of course. Those are song lyrics from the new ナイトメア　album that I got. It's from the song WORST. I just love how they added the English in the middle of the song. The full English part goes like this... Listen you scum. You're wasting precious life. Want to be invisible? Watch out bitch boy... After that there's some Japanese words...Hora yoku mite miro sono kao o.

I'm getting that part stuck in my head now...
- BlackFireMyth -

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Well...

I can't believe that I have totally denied this blog! I guess that I've just been so busy with the other one that I kinda lost it here. Anyway, how are you guys? Good? Maybe? Well I'm actually quite good. I just finished playing an AFI game! I was so excited that I just felt like throwing it out there.

Talk about the weirdest things ever. I am totally bored and I know I should be doing my homework now but I really don't feel like it. I still have to read another book and do all the stuff for the first one.

Well I guess that I really have nothing to talk about so I hope you'll excuse me for writing such a short entry today. Maybe later I'll talk about some of the weird things that I see in band camp. I'm going to see my friends mind you, not actually going to be in band. I might start it off, "One day at band camp"... or maybe not.

That AFI game was really fun and now I'm wondering when they'll finally release the new EP... and the new album that they mentioned that they have already started. I totally can't wait for that. Especially after listening to Carcinogen Crush and Ether. I want it to be soon.

Ok, now I'm just ranting so I'll post later when I have something worthwhile to say.
- BlackFireMyth -

So What?

I just got my computer back so I'm pretty happy right now. I'm just kinda bummed that I had to leave Japan so soon. Oh well, I'll get over it. Anyway, What's up? I know I must have missed something in the 2,394 emails that you people sent me (no joke). I really want to hear from you.

Only 431 to go...
- BlackFireMyth -

Stalkers Are So Weird!

So after a bit here in Tokyo I thought that I have seen all that I need to see for a while. Well I guess I was wrong. It's the middle of the night here (when everything is the most active) and me, Nicole, and Nawo were going past the Tokyo tower. Well as I could never imagine that he was here I looked over to see him under the tower looking right at us as we were walking. Hunter! It actually creeped me out for a while since now I'm really concerned with him. I mean, what kind of lunatic follows someone to the other side of the world and doesn't even announce themselves? Creepy.

Even worse is that he sees that I'm here without Jareth. Speaking of my love, I left him doing work while I'm out here having fun. I am so self centered sometimes. Well that's not new though. I should make it up to him when I get back. After all, how many times does someone have an awesome (not to mention hot) boyfriend? I should stop being so sappy.

Oh and my computer crashed from something a while ago so that really sucks. I'm getting it fixed though so I'm happy! I have to make sure that I get it back in time to get the new software update which is is 3 days! Yay!

So that's the weird stuff that's going on over here. Oh, if anyone has seen the fast and the furious: Tokyo drift we have totally turned it into a reality. The cars, the action, even the music is being reproduced. The only thing that we can't do is take the action outside of this building where all teenagers (residents of japan and visitors) over 15 can hang out drift style.

I officially love Japan!
- BlackFireMyth -

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News Roundup

Now that I'm back to Tokyo I finally have the glorified access to the Internet. It is such a wonderful invention! Using the wonderful invention of the Internet I learned two pieces of information.

The first is concerning the EP that AFI was supposed to release last Tuesday. Apparently it got delayed die to incompletion. That is now four weeks after the day it was first rumored to come out. I don't know anything about the EP though so I have no idea when it's going to come out so I can do a countdown for it.

What I am going to do a countdown for is the new iPhone software update that is coming out July 11th along with the 3G iPhone. I am planning to get one of the new iPhones but I'm going to look at it from a distance first to see if it is worth getting a new 2 year plan from AT&T. For now I'm just interested on the new software update with the app store so I can buy apps for my iPhone. How awesome is this going to be?

- BlackFireMyth -

Days to the new software update... 10!

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This Last Week

My latest blog entry was not very intricate and it lacked in many aspects of detail. Then (since I came to Japan) I really didn't have much time to write. Then I went to the outskirts of Japan (in other words the country side) to spend a bit of time in the real Japan outside of Tokyo. This is where things get interesting. I went along with Nawo, Nicole, Amy, and Tony. It was a blast for the most part. It is actually quite rural out there and it seemed like the ghetto. So this is what I really did there.

I went driving up to the top of a mountain on the first day. It was so interesting because the path to the top was very bumpy and filled with rocks. At the top was a cross that was left by the last Christians in Japan. Then when it was late at night we got together with a native of the town (Jessica) who is actually an American citizen but had come over here with her family. We went into an abandoned church and had a creepy adventure. We walked from the church to the middle school where we jumped the fence and had a look around. It looks so different from Tokyo where everything seems to be all modern and has millions of people. This was a small town in a valley.

The second day (the 24th) I went to the plaza only to find out that it was a holiday in Japan. In this holiday all the kids threw water at each other in any way possible. There were water balloons, buckets, pails, water guns, water bottles, and so much more crazy things. We of course joined in and even pulled a prank on the teachers that were teaching. Since we didn't go there we couldn't get in trouble. The kids who were still in school appreciated it though. I would've taken pictures but I couldn't afford to have my phone or camera get wet. Anyway it was fun and very wet. The town was a disaster!

The third day was boring. We were really tired from where we rode on the back of a truck throwing water at people after school. Since the road was bumpy it really took a toll on all of us. I walked around with Jessica for a bit and we met up with her friend from school. That girl was so bizarre! She was really stuck up too. Well I really shut her up when I told her a bit about myself and she learned that life doesn't revolve around her. It revolves around me!

The fourth day was a bit more filled with adventure. We went to the library where I actually found a computer with semi-Internet access. I went on myspace for a little but I didn't have nearly as much time to write a blog entry. The charged by the hour to go on the Internet and it took nearly an hour to load a page. After the library we went off to the mountain again (this time walking) and took some pictures of the town. Then we went back down to the plaza and took some more pictures. Since everyone usually left around 1 in the morning so did we.

The fifth day was a bit more spontaneous. Irvin, another resident came to the house and we played blackjack and other random card games. Then after a little bit of time passed we went off to the canyon where the kids swam. It was interesting. I took some pictures of that too so that I could at least remember even if I didn't go in. The circus was in town so we went to that too. It wasn't as exciting as I expected it to be. Well then again what more can you expect for 2 dollars?

That's my story of last week and now I'm back to Tokyo so I can update
more frequently.

- BlackFireMyth -

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Well I'm off

I actually left around 10 last night but I'm just saying that I already left and therefore this message is a little pointless. Anyway I'll see you all later.

- BlackFireMyth -

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Top 10...Music Videos - Japanese

I was going to do international but Japanese PV's are awesome so this is dedicated to them

Top 10 Japanese Music Videos (reversed as well)

10)Criminal Baby - Nightmare

9)LivEVIL - Nightmare

8)HATE - Nightmare

7)Raven Loud speeeaker - Nightmare

6)Akane - Nightmare

5)What's Up People? - Maximum the Hormone

4)The WORLD - Nightmare

3)Alumina - Nightmare

2)Zetsubou Billy - Maximum the Hormone

1)Dasei Boogie - Nightmare


How awesome is that?
- BlackFireMyth -

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Top 10...Music Videos - American

So it's been a while since I did these top ten posts so I'm going to do two of them. Top 10 American and top 10 International music videos. They're just the best on my mind so feel free to disagree even though it won't change my opinion. So here goes nothing...

Top ten American music videos (reversed)

10)This Ain't a Scene It's An Arms Race - Fall Out Boy

9)What I've Done - Linkin Park

8)Helena - My Chemical Romance

7)The Leaving Song Pt II - AFI

6)The Kill - 30 Seconds to Mars

5)From Yesterday - 30 Seconds to Mars

4)Silver and Cold - AFI

3)Love Like Winter - AFI

2)The Bird and the Worm - The Used

1)Miss Murder - AFI


Awesome!
- BlackFireMyth -

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Talk About Weirdness...

I still can't believe that I'm doing all of this in one week. I have so much stuff to do and not enough time to accomplish it. Well I guess it's time I learn to plan things out better. I've always been very spontaneous with what I do so I'm always rushing and forgetting things. In any case I guess I have to in order to put my priorities in order. I've so much stuff happening and I can't figure a lot of these things by myself. So here's my week ahead to see a bit of the things that are happening including today. If I forgot something please email me and tell me or else I'll totally forget.

Monday (as in the day I wrote this post). In the early morning Jareth and I went to a Jeep dealer and picked out a new car for him. I wanted a Liberty so we went for a gold one of those. The reason he needs a new car is because his car is already well known (since it's pretty much the only Ferrari that is seen in Colorado lately) and we need to sneak into places by ourselves every once in a while. Well after that we totally took it and secretly changed the locks to some places that we didn't want people going into without our permission. It seems like a bad thing to do but we really had no choice. Then we ran some official errands that we had to and got ready to go to the Academy (which is where I'm writing this...I really should study more).

Tuesday (as in the day after Monday, which is the day I wrote this post) I'm going to host a little party for my friend and give her my fullest attention. She deserves the party and I'm planning to make it the best ever. I even have all this unnecessary things planned so if you want to come you're all invited. It's going to take place at 6pm sharp so don't be late and not have an excuse. It's in my party house if you guys are even bothering to wonder. Talk about things that I shouldn't be doing this week. I should be getting ready for Wednesday.

Wednesday(the day after Tuesday, which is after Monday, which is the day I wrote this post) I have a pretty normal morning. I just have to make sure everything gets cleaned up and make sure that no one broke anything in the house. I would clean it myself but I think I would be too tired. The real weirdness starts after. I'm going to the church that I supposedly have to go to for eight weeks to watch a christian rap concert. Yeah you heard me right...a, christian, rap, concert. Oh, and the singer is no less then our youth pastor...Pastor Fabian. This is on the border of outright craziness.

Thursday(the day after Wednesday, which is after Tuesday, which is after Monday, which is the day I wrote this post) I'm going to Tohru's birthday party. I really had no idea and I guess I'm only going out of respect for not saying no. I always have to make time for this stuff. I'm not staying over though I have to get ready for Friday and get ready to go but I have to at least pretend that I'm somewhat interested in being at her party.

Friday (the day after Thursday, which is after Wednesday, which is after Tuesday, which is after Monday, which is the day I wrote this post) I'm going over to Pastor Fabian's house for a BBQ. I'm only going because I like Pastor Fabian and I have nothing to do that day really. Oh well, I'll try to enjoy myself.

Saturday (the day after Friday, which is after Thursday, which is after Tuesday, which is after Wednesday, which is after Monday, which is the day I wrote this post) I'm going to finally be able to relax and concentrate on packing so I can go to Japan the next day. I can't wait for this day!

Sunday (the day after Saturday, which is after Friday, which is after Thursday, which is after Wednesday, which is after Tuesday, which is after Monday, which is the day I wrote this post) I'm leaving to Japan. 15 hours of straight doing nothing to give myself credit for being a lazy person who'll be sitting there with nothing better to do then talk to Nawo. Yay, I at least have her to bother!.

Anyway that's my really crowded week and I probably forgot some stuff. If you actually read everything that I wrote in this post I'm going to congratulate you if you can tell me the error that I made in it. Yup, I knew that would get you to look back and actually read it. It's quite obvious actually. Heh.

Have fun looking!
- BlackFireMyth -

Days to the EP...10(and I'm not even going to be here! *tear tear*

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Wedding!

I'm really excited for the wedding today! Nayeli and Hitler are finally going to be happy forever. I'm definitely looking forward to the wedding since it's been on my mind since last month. I totally can't wait at all. YAY!

Wedding!
- BlackFireMyth -

12 days till EP!

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I Don't Approve Of What I Just Did...

I sentenced our prince and my good friend for two months of pure torture. I really didn't want to but seeing as everyone wanted to kill him pretty much or at least have him step down I knew that this was the best exit for him. I'm actually quite thankful of Jareth who let me do this because I knew that if he had said no I would have automatically had to keep my mouth shut and go along with what he said.

I really don't think that this is really fair because he didn't do anything remotely bad. Its not like he killed another one of us or betrayed the UACA like Shannon did. It was a simple mistake that turned out with horrible consequences. I don't really blame him. I'm actually quite disturbed with myself after seeing Alex, my good friend, being dragged off after what I said to him. It's my fault that he has to be going through this now.

I have to think very carefully now because this changes everything that I had planned. I feel like I'm going further into the dark side. It's grabbing me and taking me away from my morals. Alyssa warned me that this could happen before her death and I never doubted that it would but I'm surprised on how cold I've gotten in the last two weeks. I need to talk to someone who actually knows what I'm going through but I don't think that there is anyone who knows. I used to talk to Alyssa and she told me everything that I had to know about myself. When she died I took it upon myself to ask Alexis for help because I knew that she knew as well. Then she died and now I'm left by myself, without a clue on what to do.

I know I won't be able to stop the fact that I am what I am and I won't be able to stop the power that is consuming me. I just have to keep my priorities straight, keep my loyalty to the UACA as it's leader and keep in close contact with the human world. It might not seem like much but the time that I spend with the people of this world and just seeing how normal everything seems to them lets me control myself and know that as bad as my life is I wouldn't want the world to suffer the same, if not worse, torment as I do. It's all up to me to make sure that I remember why I created bonds to the human world in the first place.

I really don't want to go back to do what I was doing but unfortunately it's my duty and I know that they're waiting for me. I'm going to go and talk to Jareth right now. Just him. He always manages to make me feel better even if it's just with a simple hug. I have grown to be really dependent of him and part of me is scared to death of being that close to someone. I guess I can't help it now.

Well I guess I have to live anyway...
- BlackFireMyth -

Days to the EP...13!
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Trials Suck

Is this trial even worth it? I don't really know. I'm not even pissed about it anymore. It's Jareth who is as stubborn as ever. I like Alex and I don't want anything to happen to him. I'm obviously going to vote in his favor. I don't even care if he yells at me. I just want Alex to be ok. The trial starts at 10 which is in like 10 minutes. I just want this to be over.

Over!

- BlackFireMyth -

It's A Deal

Today I got really pissed at the company that is supposed to send me all of my help that I need to keep my party house running. People always go in and out, especially when I'm at my house. They got mad because they said "We are not authorized to ask for services". I don't believe that at all. They think that 4 teenagers have enough money to pay them $60,000 a month. While it should be true for normal teenagers, we have proved that we have sufficient funds in the back to pay for it. We pay the company to provide servants, cleaners, technicians, chefs, gardeners, and other specialists depending what is needed for the houses. If it wasn't for the UACA they would have about 50 people out of a job and they would probably run out of business. I'm guessing that it's why they don't really press the concerns. I even threw in a deal with the company to keep production going but I don't really plan to talk much about it. If the company refuses to cooperate with me I'm not going to stand another minute of it. I'll fire them.

Besides that, I'm addicted to the song Bitter For Sweet from Blaqk Audio. I don't even know why! I just started listening to it and I remembered when I was so excited for their album CexCells and that was the only song that they had released at the time (Stiff Kittens came out later that week). It kinda reminds me of right now of Ether which has a 30 second preview. It's tormenting me!

Still can't wait for the new EP which is out in 13 days!!!

- BlackFireMyth -

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You Know What's Really Annoying? - Part 3

The third rant of some really annoying things.

Topic: People

You know what's really annoying...

• People who always decide that they have to do just what you say and repeat what you had just said about two seconds ago.
  
• People who like to ask you questions about things that you don't want to answer
  
• People who make you feel uncomfortable with the things they say.
  
• People who are nosy to the point of no return.
  
• People in general. There is something about everyone that is really annoying to you.

See you guys later!
- BlackFireMyth -

14 days till the new EP!!!

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I Hate Banality

Well things are almost back to normal and I have nothing better to do again. I have to stay 24/7 at headquarter so that nothing goes wrong. The only thing I have to look forward to is the wedding on Friday. I have had the worst luck this week too. I was so excited that the new EP was going to come out this week and I was just flipping out about it. and they tore my dreams apart saying that it was to come out till the 24th now. I was so mad and I just had to tear something apart.

On Friday it's Nayeli's wedding so I have things to do there ad I was totally planing to leave to Japan and go see Nawo the day after Savannah's birthday party that was coming up around the 18th or something. Now I have to stay later because I have to wait for the new EP to come out so I can leave and I have to be back by the 20th of July so I can make it to band camp and watch my friends play and stuff.

I have trouble believing that we have to go through this. It's always easier for Nawo to come over here and keep me company than me go over there so she can keep me company. I just want to get free for a while. I refused to take Jareth with me to Tokyo because this is going to be my vacation from him so I can have fun, Japan style. I'm bad, I know, but old habits die hard and this is one habit that I pretty much refuse to lose.

Well anyway I have to get back to work now. Organizations don't run themselves you know...

Bored out of my mind...
- BlackFireMyth -

15 days till the new EP!!!

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You Know What?... I Changed My Mind

I was going to hold off in writing the post and all that but I felt like I would be empty without the blog. It has been so long since I have actually written in the blog so I feel like I need to get some stuff out. I'm going to explain some things and vent a little while I'm here.

First of all, I really do think that Jennifer did a good job. This is not an easy thing to say but I believed that she pulled it off without bringing the UACA down...too much at least. She made a couple errors in her judgments as most of you guys noticed and they wern't things that I would have chosen. But that's ok because I didn't expect her to be able to. She seemed a little down after a while but I thought that she did the best that I expected her to.

Now about that new EP...I am so fucking mad!!! They said that they were going to release it on June 10th and I was so flippin' excited, but guess what?! They moved it to the 24th now! I just heard this now! Two fucking weeks! It's torture but I guess I can handle it. It's only two more weeks. I totally can't wait!!!I'm so flippin' excited!!!This is going to be so exciting. I even know the five songs that are going to be on the EP. One of them is going to be Carcinogen Crush which has already been released as a single. It's a great song that I have been listening to for forever. Oh, and then there's the totally "I can't wait to be able to finally listen to this song after so many rumors that have been going on" song. 100 Words! Supposedly no one has heard this song except the band themselves so I'm stoked! I have the track listing in order as confirmed by Jade of AFI. 1. Fainting Spells 2. Carcinogen Crush 3. The View From Here 4. Ether 5. 100 Words ...YAY!!!

There's not much to say about the blog after the last post. The blog was created by me during the time I had nothing better to do and so I deleted it. Then I started getting email that they wanted it back so I really didn't want another useless blog so I created it as a music blog where I'll post different kinds of music for the masses (sorry for stealing the name of the board) and to open up the music tastes of some people. Of course, I will definitely post a lot of AFI songs. Especially after the new EP comes out. It's just my thing but I'll post a lot of different things on there, including some International music from Japan, Mexico, Europe, and others. Also you can probably expect me to do a variety of Blaqk Audio and Hunter Revenge music in there as well.

So THAT'S my really account for the day because as much as I wanted to write a short message I missed you guys telling me nonsense about the random things I post on my blog.

So long for now...
- BlackFireMyth -

Countdown to the new EP...16 Days!!!

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Announcement Time

Since I haven't posted in the blog for the entire week I guess I should make some announcements.

First. I hope having someone else go through my life has taught you that my life is not easy. I'll go back and fix some mistakes that she made but overall I think she did a great job.

Next. The EP comes out in two days and I am flipping excited. I just want to say "Yay AFI!" You can expect me to do that too.

After that. My Smiley blog has been turned into a music blog. It has all kinds of styles and cultures and I'll post a new song everyday (if I get around to it). It's a great way to introduce people to different kinds of music. The address is smileytheemoslayer.blogspot.com or you can access it from my profile page.

Finally. It feels good to be back on the blog and as much as I want to write a paragraph for each thing I'm only doing short announcements.

- BlackFireMyth -

Seventh Day

Finally I can be free as soon as the clock hits midnight I'll be free and Laura can take her nightmarish life back. She was pretty pleased that she can do this and the break that she got out of it tomorrow.

Jennifer Scott

Countdown to the new EP - 3 Days

Sixth Day

Are you kidding? This is torture. I want out. How does Laura stand this nightmare. I take back about this life being easy. It is fucking hard.

Jennifer Scott

Countdown to the new EP - 4 Days

Fifth Day

This is way out of hand. I can't deal with this anymore. And laura won't trade me back. Stupid rules. I Just want to go. Never again will I ever volunteer to work with the royal army because they argue too much.

Jennifer Scott

Countdown to the new EP - 5 Days

Fourth Day

Writing in this blog is a hassle. I also got to read Laura's email. How many more messages could fit into an inbox? People are so inconsiderate. I hate how people send these emails to me. Oh and the UACA officially hates me. People don't respect me. Laura says that I need to look like authority so that people will obey. Yet another reason to be jelious of Laura.

Jennifer Scott

Countdown to the new EP - 6 Days

Third Day

Well people stopped asking me questions and I can now get back to enjoying what fortunes I have. I got to go shopping today with Laura and we bought some totally random things. She is enjoying watching me suffer of course because I am starting to realize what she means. People expect so much out of you that you can't even look down at your shoes without someone noticing. Laura always walks in the most dignified matter that anyone could guess that she was royalty. I'm getting even more jealous on the fact that she can handle all these stares without batting an eye.

Jennifer Scott

Countdown to the new EP - 7 Days

Second Day

The start of the week changed me a little. Everyone was bugging me all day with random questions that I didn't know the answer to. I guess I got a little too annoyed because Laura stepped in and told them to save it for her. I think that besides that everything is still pretty fun.

Jennifer Scott

Countdown to the new EP - 8 Days

First Day

I really don't understand what she's bugging about. Her life is fun. I got to mess around today and I even got to make a few choices. This is fun!

Jennifer Scott

Days till the EP - 9

Hi

Hi!
I get to live Laura's life for the week and I'm excited. I get to lead the UACA starting today. Cool. I guess I should have fun. I really don't know what to say.

- Jennifer Scott -
Laura/TGQ/BlackFireMyth's replacement for the week.

She told me to count down to the new EP so it's 10 days

And The Winner Is...

...Jennifer Scott

You guys have fun watching her be me for the week. She gets to post till midnight.

Ill see you guys next week!

- BlackFireMyth -

Countdown to the new AFI EP...11 Days!

Hey

So it's Friday and I have so much better stuff to be doing than this. I'm at a graduation today. I have to go to headquarters to get things ready for the trial that we're going to hold and later I have to go to a wedding. Life sucks sometimes. Oh, and get this...Jareth and I are going to go to a church class. At a church. My parents are kinda crazy sometimes. I have to get a lot of stuff out because the person who wins will take over my blog and I have to say all I have to say now before that happens. You're gonna have to expect me to write a really long blog after the week's over. But now this is what's going on.

First things to get out of the way. Jareth is my greatest comfort. This last week that he had been gone I felt really empty. I just wanted to go where he was. I was not really concentrating. It's getting bad, unhealthy, I shouldn't fall for Jareth like this because the day that he's gone I'm going to lose my mind. I hate this. As always I have to think ahead and keep the UACA at the top. It's going to be hard but I'll have to do it. The good thing is that Jareth and I are this close or else the UACA would turn out like it did when he (I can't even stand the sound of his name) was in charge. Jareth and I make a good match. I love Jareth and he loves me so he can't complain that I get to say all of this. Since when do I fall in love? Since I realized Jareth is my soul mate... People disagree that I truly love him, especially Alex.

Speaking of Alex...He is in serious trouble. He might even have to step down from the throne. It's a big issue but we can't say anything until the trial so don't ask. It's not going to be a public trial so don't even try to see if you can hear. Alex kinda disappointed me. He finally gets his chance to step up and be a big part of what we're doing and he blows it. I wished that he would have thought things through before acting. All of this could have been prevented if we just talked. He acted a little bit like Hunter.

Here's my little story about Hunter now. The other day I was trying to get some things done and since Jareth was gone I had to do it all by myself. I was on my way home when I saw him in the parking lot. It's strange how he always finds the right times to come and see me. He invited me to go to a party and since I was kinda down about Jareth being gone I accepted. Well he took me to this one place where I realized that the party was for his birthday. Weird. I had fun and I got to mess around with some of Hunter's friends. Oh, and I finally figured out Hunter's last name...Milo. Even weirder. Well not as much as I expected though.

All my guy troubles are never weird though because it seems that everything is meant to fall in place. Besides the issues I have a lot of fun with guys. All of them. That's because all the guys think the same thing and if I put my pretty face on they can't help but like me. The VS helps a lot too. The irresistible part about being what I am makes me as special as I want to be. Now if I used it at a human place that would cause problems. I would love to think of what someone would say if every guy in an area was attracted to me. That would be fun! Not...It would get my license taken away...

So that's it for my speech. I get to say more things later if I have the time before the other person steps in but for now I'm done. You guys can email me if you so wish but don't expect me to write in the blog for the next week. That is all up to the winner. Oh! I almost forgot. The new EP comes out in 12 days and I realized that when I go to Japan I'm going on a major Japanese music spree. I love nightmare and Maximum the Hormone. I have a couple of other bands that I want to get music from.

See you guys later!
- BlackFireMyth -

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