I can't believe the nerve on some of you. 16 emails with that exact message. I know what you want to know but I really don't feel like telling you. Why are you even in my personal life? I write the blog so that I can vent out some things but you guys are really concerned with my business.
Well since I don't really want to deal with you guys I'll just go out and get the FAQs out of the way because that way you won't bother me with these basic questions. I'll add more later depending on how annoyed I get.
FAQ's
Q: What's going on with you and Jareth? Are you really into him?
A: We're just fine. We're going out and I'm happy, he's happy, and we don't really care what you say about it. I love him.
Q: Why haven't you sent me a message back?
A: I'm really busy. I go to school in the morning from 7:20-8:30 and then I go to the Academy at night from 8-4. I have a life and responsibility to the UACA, sometimes that's more important than emailing you.
Q: When is your next party? Can I come?
A: Later. I'll tell you when the next party is and if you know when it is then you can come.
Q: Are you ok?
A: No, I'm never ok.
So there you have it...now get back to your own life.
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - The Interview
via FoxyTunes
Playlist
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Top 10...Gadgets!
I have a vast array of gadgets so I'm going name my top ten because they are my favorites. Just because I name them as my favorites it does not mean that I use them all the time. They are just things that I own and enjoy using.
Top 10 Favorite Gadgets
1. Laser Pointer
2. Apple iPhone
3. MacBook Air
4. Tracing Devises
5. Digital Camera
6. Miniature Microphones/Listening Devices
7. Taser
8. Apple TV
9. Scanning Devices
10. Printer
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Advances In Modern Technology
via FoxyTunes
Top 10 Favorite Gadgets
1. Laser Pointer
2. Apple iPhone
3. MacBook Air
4. Tracing Devises
5. Digital Camera
6. Miniature Microphones/Listening Devices
7. Taser
8. Apple TV
9. Scanning Devices
10. Printer
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Advances In Modern Technology
via FoxyTunes
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Moods
I just can't get over the fact that this week I've been filled with so many moods that I usually don't feel. I have come to identify all of them now and a reasonable explanation for most of them. Some are a bit far fetched but I totally know that there's no other explanation.
Anger - The most rare emotion I ever feel. I can handle my anger pretty well and I really haven't felt this emotion since Nicole killed Alexis three years ago. Even then I wasn't really angry, but then when I heard that Armando was glad she was gone was when I flipped out and sent him into the coma. That was the second and last time that I have ever been angry. This past week I was mostly angry with myself for some of the losses of control that I had so I really didn't hurt anyone.
Jealousy - It took me a while to realize what I was feeling but then I realized that I was jealous at some of my normal friends. They had a life where they made choices just for themselves and no one else. They had normal problems and they struggled to get the simple things they wanted. They act with a comfort of each other and they really don't have to hide anything. I realize that I have always wanted to live a life like them. I have money, power, and incredible luck but I would want a taste of normal life for once.
Hunger - This feeling is more common than the rest. I am hungry. The one source of food that I decided to leave. I'm not normal of course, I live off it but I take the precautions that I have to so I don't do something stupid during school. Many people are amazed on how I can sit around and not be affected by all the people around me. The truth is that I am affected by people, very affected. If I didn't believe that I can shy away from it and learn to live with them I wouldn't go to a public school. I COULD go to the Academy for the basic subjects. I SHOULD go to the Academy so I can be on call, but I CHOOSE to go and try to blend in.
Annoyance - Sometimes it may seem that I'm annoyed but I'm actually just amused. This week however, I have been annoyed because I have lost control of my lies. I had my whole life planned out so that when people asked questions I could give them a reasonable answer. I don't want to tell anyone there the truth because it will only lead to trouble. I have had to reveal truths here and there because I have let things slip. That's why I'm annoyed, I can't remember that they don't know what I am, who I am, and why I choose to do this.
Paranoia & Outright Craziness - Shannon has been all over me this week. Calling and following me, she might not realize that I notice but I can feel her presence. Paranoia? Maybe but I have a feeling that she is plotting something new. I have done some pretty crazy things this week like send the guard on a total search of my house and making sure that I am with Jareth all hours that I'm not at school. Not to mention I realized that I'm a sociopath. I guess that the whole pathological lying part is the one I do at my normal school, but I really don't think that counts because I really can't go up to someone and say "Hey, I'm Laura, I'm not like you in any way, shape, or form! Do you want to be my friend?" They would probably just freak out.
So now that I figured out things I have a new plan to connect with people. I'm going to try to act human for a week and see how hard it is for them. I know it's going to be weird but I have to try if I'm going to be justifying my existance. I'm going to take a vacation from the Academy, stay away from the UACA Headquarters (but not Jareth, I love him to much to ask him to leave, besides girls have boyfriends), and avoid everything that connects me to this life, my money, and the UACA. It's only for a week and I'll figure it out with the help of my normal friends.
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: Foo Fighters - The Pretender
via FoxyTunes
Anger - The most rare emotion I ever feel. I can handle my anger pretty well and I really haven't felt this emotion since Nicole killed Alexis three years ago. Even then I wasn't really angry, but then when I heard that Armando was glad she was gone was when I flipped out and sent him into the coma. That was the second and last time that I have ever been angry. This past week I was mostly angry with myself for some of the losses of control that I had so I really didn't hurt anyone.
Jealousy - It took me a while to realize what I was feeling but then I realized that I was jealous at some of my normal friends. They had a life where they made choices just for themselves and no one else. They had normal problems and they struggled to get the simple things they wanted. They act with a comfort of each other and they really don't have to hide anything. I realize that I have always wanted to live a life like them. I have money, power, and incredible luck but I would want a taste of normal life for once.
Hunger - This feeling is more common than the rest. I am hungry. The one source of food that I decided to leave. I'm not normal of course, I live off it but I take the precautions that I have to so I don't do something stupid during school. Many people are amazed on how I can sit around and not be affected by all the people around me. The truth is that I am affected by people, very affected. If I didn't believe that I can shy away from it and learn to live with them I wouldn't go to a public school. I COULD go to the Academy for the basic subjects. I SHOULD go to the Academy so I can be on call, but I CHOOSE to go and try to blend in.
Annoyance - Sometimes it may seem that I'm annoyed but I'm actually just amused. This week however, I have been annoyed because I have lost control of my lies. I had my whole life planned out so that when people asked questions I could give them a reasonable answer. I don't want to tell anyone there the truth because it will only lead to trouble. I have had to reveal truths here and there because I have let things slip. That's why I'm annoyed, I can't remember that they don't know what I am, who I am, and why I choose to do this.
Paranoia & Outright Craziness - Shannon has been all over me this week. Calling and following me, she might not realize that I notice but I can feel her presence. Paranoia? Maybe but I have a feeling that she is plotting something new. I have done some pretty crazy things this week like send the guard on a total search of my house and making sure that I am with Jareth all hours that I'm not at school. Not to mention I realized that I'm a sociopath. I guess that the whole pathological lying part is the one I do at my normal school, but I really don't think that counts because I really can't go up to someone and say "Hey, I'm Laura, I'm not like you in any way, shape, or form! Do you want to be my friend?" They would probably just freak out.
So now that I figured out things I have a new plan to connect with people. I'm going to try to act human for a week and see how hard it is for them. I know it's going to be weird but I have to try if I'm going to be justifying my existance. I'm going to take a vacation from the Academy, stay away from the UACA Headquarters (but not Jareth, I love him to much to ask him to leave, besides girls have boyfriends), and avoid everything that connects me to this life, my money, and the UACA. It's only for a week and I'll figure it out with the help of my normal friends.
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: Foo Fighters - The Pretender
via FoxyTunes
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Top 10...Things I Like
After the things I hate comes the things I like!
Top ten people I like
1. Jareth M
2. Davey M
3. Nicole W
4. Jade P
5. Alex S
6. Alex M
7. TJ H
8. Hunter ? (I really don't know my stalker's last name but he's cute!)
9. Hunter B
10. Hitler A
Top ten things about people I like
1. Boyfriends
2. Best friends
3. People like me (you know what I mean)
4. Humans (Lol!)
5. People with power
6. Respectful people
7. Hot guys
8. Joyful people
9. Pie Society peeps
10. Nice people
Top ten things I like
1. Starbucks
2. Parties
3. Night
4. IPhones
5. Fast cars (Jareth's Ferrari!)
6. HUMMERs
7. MacBook Air
8. AT&T/Cingular
9. Gadgets
10. Anything Apple
If you notice that there's only 1 girl in my people list it's because she is my girlfriend (in a girl sense) and the rest are past and present boyfriends. I'm being really open on the blog but I'm usually very secretive when it comes around to others. The real only reason I'm open here is because I'm sure that no one that doesn't know the truth about me reads this.
- BlackFireMyth -
Sent from my iPhone
Top 10...Things I Hate
Well since there's nothing negative to say I'll say these things then move on to things I like.
Top ten things I hate (people)
1. Enemies
2. Annoying people
3. Guys that you hate and they like you
4. Clueless people
5. VMZE agents
6. Drunk people
7. Sore losers
8. People who ask for money
9. Drama queens
10. Ones who state the obvious
Top ten things I hate (general)
1. Chain letters
2. Verizon Wireless
3. Cell phones going off in meetings
4. Fake rumors
5. TV
6. PCs
7. Food
8. Sleep
9. Insurance companies
10. Myspace
- BlackFireMyth -
Sent from my iPhone
Is April Party Month Or Something?
I swear that I haven't had a weekend where I don't have a party this month. And none of them have been particularly kid friendly for me. The first weekend we had the party for Nayeli, we had a stripper and some really angry boyfriends. Like Jareth. He was so mad because he couldn't beleive that I would get a stripper in the first place. It was nice though. The week after that it was Arron's Birthday. It was originally more of a preteen birthday but him inviting the RYLs wasn't such a good idea. I got really addicted to Smirnoff and dissapointed Jareth even more. Today I'm going to go to a baby shower. I can only imagine the chaos this will cause. Jareth is a little wary on letting me go so I'm going to go with him. He can be so pushy at times but I still love him. I also know that he's been putting up with my anger recently so I owe him this curtesy at least. Besides, I can only imagine the look on my cousin's face when she sees Jareth.
I'm not trying to show off or anything but she thinks that she is the only one that can get a cute guy, the guy looks like he just came out of prison! Totally not even cute. I actually think that he did come out of prison but who am I to say anything?. She would never suspect that her bad-ass cousin could get a hot, yet romantic, guy like Jareth. I'm going to give her a little shock today...
...No...This is not showing off. It's just revenge. I'll see what happens later. In the meantime, Nicole is having a blast with my outfit. Grr.
Oh and we finally have the date for Nayeli's wedding. It's June 13th... Friday, June 13th... Nayeli is marrying HITLER on FRIDAY THE 13TH!!! That is so awesome! I want my wedding to be on a Friday the 13th. Except I wouldn't marry Hitler. He's already taken. Maybe someone else *cough cough* Jareth *cough cough* ;)
So yeah that's pretty fun.
- BlackFireMyth -
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Friday, April 25, 2008
I Am A Sociopath...And I Don't Mind...
You Are 100% Sociopath |
 You're so manipulative, you could make Hannibal Lector your bitch. You feel superhuman - and you certainly lack human empathy. |
Are You A Sociopath?
...Actually I really enjoy my evil powers.
- BlackFireMyth -
BTW...This is the 100th post I have made on this blog! oh, and now when I'm editing this I realize that I posted this one minute after 3:37. So close, yet so far away...
- BlackFireMyth -
BTW...This is the 100th post I have made on this blog! oh, and now when I'm editing this I realize that I posted this one minute after 3:37. So close, yet so far away...
Day of Silance
While I'm not actually participating in it (mainly because I have to talk to the council today and I have a responsibility to the UACA) I'm going to adknowledge the fact of how important this thing is. Here's the story most people had to explain their absence.
"The National Day of Silence brings attention to anti-LGBT name-calling, bullying and harassment in schools. This year’s event will be held in memory of Lawrence King, a California 8th-grader who was shot and killed Feb. 12 by a classmate because of his sexual orientation and gender expression. Hundreds of thousands of students will come together on April 25 to encourage schools and classmates to address the problem of anti-LGBT behavior."
It's very important...
- BlackFireMyth -
"The National Day of Silence brings attention to anti-LGBT name-calling, bullying and harassment in schools. This year’s event will be held in memory of Lawrence King, a California 8th-grader who was shot and killed Feb. 12 by a classmate because of his sexual orientation and gender expression. Hundreds of thousands of students will come together on April 25 to encourage schools and classmates to address the problem of anti-LGBT behavior."
It's very important...
- BlackFireMyth -
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Top 10...Funny Things!
After yesterday's events this is really simple
Top 10 Funny Things That Happened To Me
1. Yesterday, my mom's iPhone fell in the middle of the street and got ran over by a car (actually a ton of cars). Four hours later we found it in the middle of
2. Last Saturday, my friends and I threw a party for my friend Nayeli, who’s getting married soon. When you have four 15 year olds throwing a party for an 18 year old, things can get a little out of hand. Like the stripper we had at the party...
3. Thursday, at the Academy I was in my study hall and one kid came up to ask "You're TGQ aren't you?" and I responded "No, I'm Laura, TGQ is my title but I have a name you know."
4. Thursday, before it was time to go to the Academy. I looked at my phone and it said 7:30. Five minutes later a kid came up and asked me what time it was, I said 8:30. He ran for class thinking that he was late and five minutes later he was glaring at me and yelling "What the Fuck did you do that for? You scared the shit out of me!"
5. Two weeks ago, I was playing golf and I got hit by a golf ball on my back. The one who threw it said that he missed, he was aiming at my head
6. About a month ago, I was sitting in the basement with Jareth , watching a movie, and I hear my mom scream "If you two are having sex down there keep it down!"
7. Last month, it was rise day and I was walking down the streets of Italy, than this Italian guy yelled in English "Stupid American Tourist! Get out of the road! Do you want a guy to fuck you!"
8. Three months ago, I was doing my homework when my mom came back home. She took one look at it and said "How is that ever going to help you in life? The answer is seven but the only reason I would see that you would ever use it would be to try to pinpoint your boyfriend's average driving speed."
9. This morning, Jareth and I went for a quick drive to downtown. It was about one in the morning and he found this night club. We walked in (they didn't even ask for IDs even though it said no one under 18. Inside there we a lot of biker dudes and a lot of young couples. One comes up to us saying "You know, I think that there should be more people who come here, the pimps are taking over."
10. Yesterday night, I went to a party with my family. We had a weird conversation about things that are wrong with the world. We were drinking while we talked (me being underage it's a little fun). Funny part was that when you finished one they brought you another one. I'm pretty sure that I drank like ten or twelve last night. It didn't do anything for me except get me addicted to Smirnoff Triple Berry. Yum!
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Now playing: AFI - Don't Make me Ill
via FoxyTunes
Top 10...Bands!
Here's a really easy one for me...
Top 10 Bands
1. AFI
2. Blaqk Audio
3. Three Days Grace
4. Rise Against
5. 30 Seconds to Mars
6. ナイトメア (Nightmare)
7. Linkin Park
8. Taking Back Sunday
9. Green Day
10. Good Charlotte
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Your Name Here
via FoxyTunes
Top 10 Bands
1. AFI
2. Blaqk Audio
3. Three Days Grace
4. Rise Against
5. 30 Seconds to Mars
6. ナイトメア (Nightmare)
7. Linkin Park
8. Taking Back Sunday
9. Green Day
10. Good Charlotte
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Your Name Here
via FoxyTunes
Top 10...Quotes!
I have heard these quotes from people and they always strike me.
Top 10 Quotes by Famous People
1. Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. - Mark Twain -
2. Clothes make the man. Naked people have little or no influence on society. - Mark Twain -
3. Old ladies come up to me all the time telling me to find God. Look, all I want to find is some chai and a good vegan muffin. - Davey Havok -
4. In the first place, God made idiots. That was for practice. Then he made school boards. - Mark Twain -
5. Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. - Mark Twain -
6. Our new AP covers are out this weekend, and, in the spirit of shameless self-promotion.........BUY MY FACE!! -Jade Puget -
7. Mainly I've been dividing my time between working on my biceps by benchpressing Ferraris filled with supermodels and teaching the homeless to read. -Jade Puget -
8. Please excuse me if it seems I'm throwing a little tantrum, but I can't get a microphone that fucking works. - Davey Havok -
9. Man, I don't know a damn thing about sports, I wear make-up and nail polish, remember? - Davey Havok -
10. It could probably be shown by facts and figures that there is no distinctly American criminal class except Congress. - Mark Twain -
Top 10 Quotes by Not-Famous People
1. I...you...dude! I don't even know your name! I mean NO!
2. A lot of people confuse sympathy with tons of other emotions, pity, distaste, even love. It’s just a weird emotion.
3. Go read the sermon on the mount ya heathens!
4. Ooh will the scandals ever end?
5. To corruption and true love. May they never be mutually exclusive.
6. Make up sex tomorrow after the final...promise?
7. More whore hospitality?
8. You really are a good guy, I can feel it in my soul, what little bit I have left feels it.
9. Why do you choose to believe that God hates you?
10. In your haste to save him, you destroyed him.
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Open Your Eyes
via FoxyTunes
Top 10 Quotes by Famous People
1. Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. - Mark Twain -
2. Clothes make the man. Naked people have little or no influence on society. - Mark Twain -
3. Old ladies come up to me all the time telling me to find God. Look, all I want to find is some chai and a good vegan muffin. - Davey Havok -
4. In the first place, God made idiots. That was for practice. Then he made school boards. - Mark Twain -
5. Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. - Mark Twain -
6. Our new AP covers are out this weekend, and, in the spirit of shameless self-promotion.........BUY MY FACE!! -Jade Puget -
7. Mainly I've been dividing my time between working on my biceps by benchpressing Ferraris filled with supermodels and teaching the homeless to read. -Jade Puget -
8. Please excuse me if it seems I'm throwing a little tantrum, but I can't get a microphone that fucking works. - Davey Havok -
9. Man, I don't know a damn thing about sports, I wear make-up and nail polish, remember? - Davey Havok -
10. It could probably be shown by facts and figures that there is no distinctly American criminal class except Congress. - Mark Twain -
Top 10 Quotes by Not-Famous People
1. I...you...dude! I don't even know your name! I mean NO!
2. A lot of people confuse sympathy with tons of other emotions, pity, distaste, even love. It’s just a weird emotion.
3. Go read the sermon on the mount ya heathens!
4. Ooh will the scandals ever end?
5. To corruption and true love. May they never be mutually exclusive.
6. Make up sex tomorrow after the final...promise?
7. More whore hospitality?
8. You really are a good guy, I can feel it in my soul, what little bit I have left feels it.
9. Why do you choose to believe that God hates you?
10. In your haste to save him, you destroyed him.
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Open Your Eyes
via FoxyTunes
Top 10...Songs!
Yes this is my top ten songs. I felt it a little unfair that all of them were AFI and then the next top ten were all Blaqk Audio (which is so unfair because I only know 13 songs from them!) so I made a list for each of them and then one for the other bands. I guess I'm a little obsessed with AFI so I have to be at least a little fair.
Top 10 AFI Songs
1. Synesthesia
2. Now the World
3. Miss Murder
4. On the Arrow
5. Fallen Like the Sky
6. Don't Change
7. Midnight Sun
8. At a Glance
9. Don't Make Me Ill
10. Key Lime Pie
Top 10 Blaqk Audio Songs
1. The Love Letter
2. Cities of Night
3. On a Friday
4. Mute
5. Snuff on Digital
6. Again, Again, and Again
7. Between Breaths
8. Stiff Kittens
9. Wake Up, Open the Door, and Escape to the Sea
10. Bitter for Sweet
Top 10 Songs
1. One X - Three Days Grace
2. Falling Down - Atreyu
3. Fake It - Seether
4. Prayer of the Refugee - Rise Against
5. Riot - Three Days Grace
6. A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds to Mars
7. Bleed It Out - Linkin Park
8. MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
9. アルミナ - ナイトメア (1)
10. Attack - 30 Seconds to Mars
Note
1... Alumina - Nightmare
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Synesthesia
via FoxyTunes
Top 10 AFI Songs
1. Synesthesia
2. Now the World
3. Miss Murder
4. On the Arrow
5. Fallen Like the Sky
6. Don't Change
7. Midnight Sun
8. At a Glance
9. Don't Make Me Ill
10. Key Lime Pie
Top 10 Blaqk Audio Songs
1. The Love Letter
2. Cities of Night
3. On a Friday
4. Mute
5. Snuff on Digital
6. Again, Again, and Again
7. Between Breaths
8. Stiff Kittens
9. Wake Up, Open the Door, and Escape to the Sea
10. Bitter for Sweet
Top 10 Songs
1. One X - Three Days Grace
2. Falling Down - Atreyu
3. Fake It - Seether
4. Prayer of the Refugee - Rise Against
5. Riot - Three Days Grace
6. A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds to Mars
7. Bleed It Out - Linkin Park
8. MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday
9. アルミナ - ナイトメア (1)
10. Attack - 30 Seconds to Mars
Note
1... Alumina - Nightmare
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Synesthesia
via FoxyTunes
This Is My Time To Waste
You know that I really have been preoccupied with all of the things with the UACA and this most recent battle. Well, I'm not going to let that get in my way. I'm going to spend the next hour or so making random posts here about random things I like. Every thing from the top ten songs that I like to the top ten quotes from people. It's a little weird right now but after the battle nothing is that much more different.
Well here I go...
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: Blaqk Audio - Where Would You Like Them Left?
via FoxyTunes
Well here I go...
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: Blaqk Audio - Where Would You Like Them Left?
via FoxyTunes
Thursday, April 17, 2008
With The War Going On...
...I just can't write in the blog very much. I like writing in it because I can tell my friends what I'm doing without having to email all of them. Can you imagine sending messages to hundreds of thousands of people? Impossible! So I've just been doing the basic running of things and even got to fight for a little while. I swear that if Jareth wasn't so intent on keeping me safe I would be out in the middle of the fight. It's what I do. I have dedicated the last five years of my life for this and now I can't even enjoy it as much. Oh well, it could be worse...Shannon could have taken over and the UACA would've been completely destroyed. Over 200 years of work destroyed by one person...people don't even realize how close that was to happening. It's OK though, we're safe for now. Moving on now...
Why is it that when I talk about Jareth everyone reading always tells me the weirdest things? I get comments like "Yeah right, you don't like him", "Didn't you say that he was annoying? and now you like him?", "Why would he pick you?", oh and "He was mine! Keep your damn hands off him!". To answer all these comments all at once I don't like him. I love Jareth. He has made me see what love truly means. Yes he was annoying but so are most other guys, I think that he just gets jealous when I talk to other guys. As for why he would pick me, I really don't know. He said that I was irresistible and he was completely stuck by me (his words not mine). Finally, to all of those who like Jareth, I hate to break it to you (not really) but he doesn't like any of you. He probably barely knows some of you. You can try all you want but it's all going to be in vain.
Now about Hunter. He is the other one that grabs your attention. Hunter has been stalking me. It's actually quite obvious. Jareth is always getting into fights with him for following us around (since whenever I'm going out someplace besides day school Jareth is always with me) and even accuses him of trying to steal me. I think that it's a little funny but I wouldn't hesitate to break them apart if I have to. Hunter is a nice guy but he's a little too boring for me.
I'm going to shut up now because you guys probably have something better to do right now than read my really long entries (hopefully).
What is wrong with the world lately?
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Carcinogen Crush
via FoxyTunes
Why is it that when I talk about Jareth everyone reading always tells me the weirdest things? I get comments like "Yeah right, you don't like him", "Didn't you say that he was annoying? and now you like him?", "Why would he pick you?", oh and "He was mine! Keep your damn hands off him!". To answer all these comments all at once I don't like him. I love Jareth. He has made me see what love truly means. Yes he was annoying but so are most other guys, I think that he just gets jealous when I talk to other guys. As for why he would pick me, I really don't know. He said that I was irresistible and he was completely stuck by me (his words not mine). Finally, to all of those who like Jareth, I hate to break it to you (not really) but he doesn't like any of you. He probably barely knows some of you. You can try all you want but it's all going to be in vain.
Now about Hunter. He is the other one that grabs your attention. Hunter has been stalking me. It's actually quite obvious. Jareth is always getting into fights with him for following us around (since whenever I'm going out someplace besides day school Jareth is always with me) and even accuses him of trying to steal me. I think that it's a little funny but I wouldn't hesitate to break them apart if I have to. Hunter is a nice guy but he's a little too boring for me.
I'm going to shut up now because you guys probably have something better to do right now than read my really long entries (hopefully).
What is wrong with the world lately?
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Carcinogen Crush
via FoxyTunes
Monday, April 14, 2008
Rant
I'm pretty sure that the last thing I should be doing is writing this but I had to do it anyway. People think that ruling a multi million organization (people and money wise) means that you sit on your ass and have everyone do as you command. From experience, the ones that say this are usually the same ones who freeze when they get too close to blood. I have to say that in times like this no one EVER questions my judgments, but as soon as we haven't seen a battle for over a month they start criticizing me again. So annoying. They would be dead if I didn't give them the command to move. They might think I'm crazy but they know that everything I've ever done has always benefited the UACA.
I guess that this turned into a rant...
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Synesthesia
via FoxyTunes
I guess that this turned into a rant...
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Synesthesia
via FoxyTunes
Saturday, April 12, 2008
One Of Those Days...
These have been some of the most exciting days ever. I had a good day at school. I got to spend a romantic afternoon with Jareth and the classes at the Academy are fun. Not to mention that I got the last period off do we can to home an hour earlier.
Now to summarize a little of what is going on with Jareth and me. I heard all of the requests from all of the readers to describe how good Jareth is. Well, he's been the sweetest boyfriend I have EVER had. He's very romantic which I have to say is really strange for a guy his age. I also see that he is very genuine. He never lies to me, even when he has some real bad things to say. Two days ago when he game me the flower I kissed him. For real. I actually meant it. It wasn't me just being nice or feeling bad, it was the fact I like him. I love him. I really love him. I know that if you really know me and have seen my past relationships with guys that I've been with you really won't believe me. I know I usually treat boys like playthings. I really didn't pay too much attention. A few dates a couple of kisses and then let them go. Jareth is so different though that I really never know what to expect. I can tell that he likes me just by the way he acts around me. He listens to me in a way no one, not even Nicole, has ever done, and he responds. It's like...when I talk to Jareth...it feels like I'm talking to my soul mate...and I guess that in some ways he really is my soul mate...my blood mate... I don't know what has come over me but I think I have found the guy that I had always wanted.
Now away from my sappy love confessions. I also realized that I have been getting a bit too much attention from Hunter. He takes a careful note of everything I say and I think he's stalking me. I seriously turn around sometimes (out of pure habit, I really never know when I'm going to get attacked) and I see him looking at me. Coincidence? Maybe but how big of a coincidence could there be that I saw him five times in one day in completely random locations. I never plan to go anywhere but there he is. All the time. Creepy. I guess that in any case I should tell Jareth (who seems to notice when I turn around and glare at Hunter) but I'm not sure how Jareth will take it. He might even do something really bad to him. I'm going to try to find hunter. It's probably the easiest thing to do.
No comment...
- BlackFireMyth -
Now to summarize a little of what is going on with Jareth and me. I heard all of the requests from all of the readers to describe how good Jareth is. Well, he's been the sweetest boyfriend I have EVER had. He's very romantic which I have to say is really strange for a guy his age. I also see that he is very genuine. He never lies to me, even when he has some real bad things to say. Two days ago when he game me the flower I kissed him. For real. I actually meant it. It wasn't me just being nice or feeling bad, it was the fact I like him. I love him. I really love him. I know that if you really know me and have seen my past relationships with guys that I've been with you really won't believe me. I know I usually treat boys like playthings. I really didn't pay too much attention. A few dates a couple of kisses and then let them go. Jareth is so different though that I really never know what to expect. I can tell that he likes me just by the way he acts around me. He listens to me in a way no one, not even Nicole, has ever done, and he responds. It's like...when I talk to Jareth...it feels like I'm talking to my soul mate...and I guess that in some ways he really is my soul mate...my blood mate... I don't know what has come over me but I think I have found the guy that I had always wanted.
Now away from my sappy love confessions. I also realized that I have been getting a bit too much attention from Hunter. He takes a careful note of everything I say and I think he's stalking me. I seriously turn around sometimes (out of pure habit, I really never know when I'm going to get attacked) and I see him looking at me. Coincidence? Maybe but how big of a coincidence could there be that I saw him five times in one day in completely random locations. I never plan to go anywhere but there he is. All the time. Creepy. I guess that in any case I should tell Jareth (who seems to notice when I turn around and glare at Hunter) but I'm not sure how Jareth will take it. He might even do something really bad to him. I'm going to try to find hunter. It's probably the easiest thing to do.
No comment...
- BlackFireMyth -
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
The Love Letter (Literally)
Jareth wrote me the sweetest love letter, It was kind of embarrassing receiving it in my class but I could tell that Professor McCollum was involved by the smile in his face. I left the class to find Jareth outside in the courtyard of the Academy, and a single rose in his hand. I just had to rush to him and give him a kiss. I don't know how long we stayed out there kissing (actually it was like half an hour, but I had no sense of time at the moment) but I knew we had to go back to our classes. I just had to say this because It's not often that you come across a gentleman like Jareth. It was just so romantic, the kind of things you only see in movies. I know this sounds so cheesy but it was the cutest thing ever. I'm still a little touchy-feely (for lack of a better word) right now and I know I'm going to get beat up if it stays like this but oh well, it's worth it.
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Now playing: Blaqk Audio - The Love Letter
via FoxyTunes
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Now playing: Blaqk Audio - The Love Letter
via FoxyTunes
Finally! Some Change Is Good
So I started doing all of this stuff now while I have a chance, I'm in class at the Academy right now but as long as Professor Boul doesn't realize that I'm editing by blog instead of taking notes I should be alright. I would love to talk more, which I probably will when I'm in study hall fifth or seventh period, but it will have to be from my iPhone. Well anyway, I hope you enjoy some of the weird stuff I'm adding to the site.
Yours truly,
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Don't Change [Bonus Track] (INXS Cover)
via FoxyTunes
Yours truly,
- BlackFireMyth -
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Now playing: AFI - Don't Change [Bonus Track] (INXS Cover)
via FoxyTunes
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
New Stuff I'm adding
You know there have been so much good stuff that I'm almost forgetting the little people, as in all you guys that read this blog. Anyway, I've been getting a lot of emails (seeing as i don't allow comments on here) of you wanting me to put my favorite links on here, you tube videos and more. So, I'm going to comply, seeing as it doesn't cause me anything to do it. I have a lot of places you can go to do cool things and even some temporary sites of my own until my publisher finishes my actual website.
In other news, I've been getting the most random ideas lately and it's starting to scare even me! Yesterday, I wore Pink, and if that wasn't scary enough, a fight happened between a friend of mine and some other girls and I didn't even get to see it! Oh, well at least my friend didn't get in trouble.
All of the classes at the UACA Academy are really fun and at the same time really hard work.
See you later (when i come back to post all of my things)
BlackFireMyth
In other news, I've been getting the most random ideas lately and it's starting to scare even me! Yesterday, I wore Pink, and if that wasn't scary enough, a fight happened between a friend of mine and some other girls and I didn't even get to see it! Oh, well at least my friend didn't get in trouble.
All of the classes at the UACA Academy are really fun and at the same time really hard work.
See you later (when i come back to post all of my things)
BlackFireMyth
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